Asking for forgiveness requires understanding that wrong has been done. Forgiveness, when given freely, excuses the wrongdoing. But excusing the wrongdoing does not mean there is an excuse for doing wrong, only that the wronger can feel free from heavy guilt. Seeking forgiveness takes courage because it takes acknowledging that there is guilt that needs to be lifted. Only the both humble and courageous have the power to ask for forgiveness. One who does not recognize fault in their action would say "I do not need forgiveness. I should not have to apologize." In other words, "you do not have to free me from guilt because I have no reason to feel guilty."
Being owed an apology can be a fire that burns. When someone wrongs you and then asks for forgiveness, you have the power to excuse or release them of their fault. Like telling a child "no, you may not be excused. Sit until you finish your vegetables," telling someone you do not forgive them reinforces what chains them to their fault. To deny forgiveness on purpose is to maintain a power that burns. A Buddha said, "Holding on to anger is like holding on to a lump of hot coal intending to throw it at someone; in the end, you burn." Forgiving is one way of being powerful enough to let go of your powers over others. To forgive is to unchain, to free them from the obligation to feel bad for their fault. It is powerful to free others.
True forgiveness does not involve documenting the excused wrongs. To forgive does not involve saving the event for later use, to recall it, and throw it at the forgiven as a reminder of their wrongs or of your mightiness for fake forgiving. True forgiveness implies squashing the event, leaving it in the past and moving forward from it.
Waiting for an apology gives the wrongdoer power over you. You might feel better when they say so; that is, when they choose to say "sorry." Take the power in your own hands. Forgive all on your own. Forgiving others frees yourself. To forgive someone for their transgression is to free yourself of the burden of demanding apology. Forgiving frees you of waiting for it, expecting it, wanting, or needing it. To forgive is freeing, and it is most powerful when you do the freeing. We might, each one of us, find one dozen reasons each day to feel angry, disappointed, or other emotions which demand an apology. Sometimes we get the apology and sometimes we don't. The powerful person is he who can forgive with or without receiving from the wrongdoer a sincere or rehearsed apology.
You are someone who will do wrong to others much in the way you are someone who will be wronged by someone. You might even wrong yourself. When practicing the art and skill of forgiving, remember, you are someone who needs to forgive others and seek forgiveness from others. And forgive yourself. There is little difference between forgiving yourself and others. If you find it is much easier to forgive others, you are being too critical on yourself. If you find it is much easier to forgive yourself, you are not being fair to others.
We are, all of us, susceptible to falling in public. Falling is a mistake. There is elegance and grace in being humble and courageous enough to laugh when you fall in public. In doing so, it is harder for people to laugh at you and more comfortable for people to laugh with you. To intentionally avoid forgiving yourself or others is like demanding that noone mistakenly falls. Forgiving is the laughter from understanding we all make mistakes. We all make mistakes, forgive them.
Being owed an apology can be a fire that burns. When someone wrongs you and then asks for forgiveness, you have the power to excuse or release them of their fault. Like telling a child "no, you may not be excused. Sit until you finish your vegetables," telling someone you do not forgive them reinforces what chains them to their fault. To deny forgiveness on purpose is to maintain a power that burns. A Buddha said, "Holding on to anger is like holding on to a lump of hot coal intending to throw it at someone; in the end, you burn." Forgiving is one way of being powerful enough to let go of your powers over others. To forgive is to unchain, to free them from the obligation to feel bad for their fault. It is powerful to free others.
True forgiveness does not involve documenting the excused wrongs. To forgive does not involve saving the event for later use, to recall it, and throw it at the forgiven as a reminder of their wrongs or of your mightiness for fake forgiving. True forgiveness implies squashing the event, leaving it in the past and moving forward from it.
Waiting for an apology gives the wrongdoer power over you. You might feel better when they say so; that is, when they choose to say "sorry." Take the power in your own hands. Forgive all on your own. Forgiving others frees yourself. To forgive someone for their transgression is to free yourself of the burden of demanding apology. Forgiving frees you of waiting for it, expecting it, wanting, or needing it. To forgive is freeing, and it is most powerful when you do the freeing. We might, each one of us, find one dozen reasons each day to feel angry, disappointed, or other emotions which demand an apology. Sometimes we get the apology and sometimes we don't. The powerful person is he who can forgive with or without receiving from the wrongdoer a sincere or rehearsed apology.
You are someone who will do wrong to others much in the way you are someone who will be wronged by someone. You might even wrong yourself. When practicing the art and skill of forgiving, remember, you are someone who needs to forgive others and seek forgiveness from others. And forgive yourself. There is little difference between forgiving yourself and others. If you find it is much easier to forgive others, you are being too critical on yourself. If you find it is much easier to forgive yourself, you are not being fair to others.
We are, all of us, susceptible to falling in public. Falling is a mistake. There is elegance and grace in being humble and courageous enough to laugh when you fall in public. In doing so, it is harder for people to laugh at you and more comfortable for people to laugh with you. To intentionally avoid forgiving yourself or others is like demanding that noone mistakenly falls. Forgiving is the laughter from understanding we all make mistakes. We all make mistakes, forgive them.